Week 22
The wrong code was used.
I no longer need my BO to comfort me.
I have to think of a topic and I don't really have one.
A letter written in pencil.
Didn't tell what I need to tell.
Reading as respite.
or they no longer seem like people
am I a device of myself?
obliviousness as a form of government
the go faster go faster anxiety
I want to live somewhere with grass.
Sunday, March 29, 2009
Sunday, March 22, 2009
Week ending March 21
Week 21
Then he's also giving me peanuts.
I had no idea at all that we were in danger.
A man who knows facts about everything.
"I have no country."
"I am here to save a secret from being dug up."
Then I walked into a key.
We are in a treehouse.
Door after door after door.
It's possibility seems itself impossible.
"May I ask what earthquake caused your mind to work?"
The last day of winter.
we can't make the same mistakes as other people
I don't think I know the kind of person who knows jokes.
David Brazil: "The opportunity perhaps fades of doing something decisive, but was that ever any thing but a fantasy anyway?"
If there are eyes, something must be created for them to see?
Then he's also giving me peanuts.
I had no idea at all that we were in danger.
A man who knows facts about everything.
"I have no country."
"I am here to save a secret from being dug up."
Then I walked into a key.
We are in a treehouse.
Door after door after door.
It's possibility seems itself impossible.
"May I ask what earthquake caused your mind to work?"
The last day of winter.
we can't make the same mistakes as other people
I don't think I know the kind of person who knows jokes.
David Brazil: "The opportunity perhaps fades of doing something decisive, but was that ever any thing but a fantasy anyway?"
If there are eyes, something must be created for them to see?
Sunday, March 15, 2009
Week ending March 14
Week 20
Unless I write it in the bath?
I feel refreshed and deeply tired simultaneously.
What if when I said "Just for you," she believed me?
I wonder if more stress helps.
I need to be busier and less disciplined.
This notebook has two front covers.
I'm calling that please it's so hard to relax.
Nobody is happy because they don't have a home.
I was feeling sexual shame and so I bought a vibrator.
A list of things that are hard to do in yoga.
A list of things to buy in bulk.
A postcard from Micah and a library receipt.
Maybe the point is not to stop expressing but to stop having something to express.
Its not real if I can see through it.
Gossiping as a trying to pin reality down and define it.
What will I do with the rope?
Track 5 is quieter.
You can't trust situations and what they are, and will they get away from you.
All these papers with numbers on them. And all this shame,
Unless I write it in the bath?
I feel refreshed and deeply tired simultaneously.
What if when I said "Just for you," she believed me?
I wonder if more stress helps.
I need to be busier and less disciplined.
This notebook has two front covers.
I'm calling that please it's so hard to relax.
Nobody is happy because they don't have a home.
I was feeling sexual shame and so I bought a vibrator.
A list of things that are hard to do in yoga.
A list of things to buy in bulk.
A postcard from Micah and a library receipt.
Maybe the point is not to stop expressing but to stop having something to express.
Its not real if I can see through it.
Gossiping as a trying to pin reality down and define it.
What will I do with the rope?
Track 5 is quieter.
You can't trust situations and what they are, and will they get away from you.
All these papers with numbers on them. And all this shame,
Sunday, March 8, 2009
Week ending March 7
Week 19
Thoughts are a desperation trying to convince you that you are alive.
Other people's examples are never my own.
All nerves are for naught.
A distinct vision, in the middle of the night, of a laughing skull.
, which means I just won't read for the month of March.
it is only a geographical sadness
This book I loved like crazy til i get to a part where she says the n word.
Is it only a way these women have of matching men, these tough women.
I don't know if it was staged, or heckling.
Reality is here to be changed.
I have a feeling they know everything I do.
Thoughts are a desperation trying to convince you that you are alive.
Other people's examples are never my own.
All nerves are for naught.
A distinct vision, in the middle of the night, of a laughing skull.
, which means I just won't read for the month of March.
it is only a geographical sadness
This book I loved like crazy til i get to a part where she says the n word.
Is it only a way these women have of matching men, these tough women.
I don't know if it was staged, or heckling.
Reality is here to be changed.
I have a feeling they know everything I do.
Sunday, March 1, 2009
Week ending February 28
Week 18
Had a great day today and it was because of busyness but particularly busyness in my body.
The boyfriend was apparently really wasted and being a jerk.
Am convinced he's an actual bodhisattva.
Flarf as the new persona poem.
Happy Birthday so-and-so.
"Here take a cookie."
They are in the walls.
you hurt me so bad when she turned
Or is it three sheets to the wind?
I will really really eat no more chocolate tonight.
My name is Neo. My name is Carrie White!
It is very old, I don't know if it will work.
I never want to be the kind of person like the person who lives above me.
Putting meaningless contextless things together in a way that makes it appear as if it has meaning.
I don't understand the Ash part.
So many things invisible.
"The thing that saves your work is opacity."
Root cause of female masochism!
He gets to be different.
folds that are hard to untangle
the city and how it wants to frame you
The athiest's God is nothingness.
"I have hit 13 deer in 7 weeks!"
Things I printed out or read online:
http://quarterlyconversation.com/sagacircus-by-lyn-hejinian-review
http://www.saltpublishing.com/saltmagazine/issues/02/text/Mazer_Ben.htm
http://www.truthout.org/022409R
http://100dayspoems.blogspot.com/2009/02/day-38-geraldine-kim.html
http://www.actionyes.org/issue9/kunin/kunin1.html
http://www.sir-magazine.org/
http://www.lanaturnerjournal.com/article.php?article=juliana_spahr
http://nonsitecollective.org/blog/148
Had a great day today and it was because of busyness but particularly busyness in my body.
The boyfriend was apparently really wasted and being a jerk.
Am convinced he's an actual bodhisattva.
Flarf as the new persona poem.
Happy Birthday so-and-so.
"Here take a cookie."
They are in the walls.
you hurt me so bad when she turned
Or is it three sheets to the wind?
I will really really eat no more chocolate tonight.
My name is Neo. My name is Carrie White!
It is very old, I don't know if it will work.
I never want to be the kind of person like the person who lives above me.
Putting meaningless contextless things together in a way that makes it appear as if it has meaning.
I don't understand the Ash part.
So many things invisible.
"The thing that saves your work is opacity."
Root cause of female masochism!
He gets to be different.
folds that are hard to untangle
the city and how it wants to frame you
The athiest's God is nothingness.
"I have hit 13 deer in 7 weeks!"
Things I printed out or read online:
http://quarterlyconversation.com/sagacircus-by-lyn-hejinian-review
http://www.saltpublishing.com/saltmagazine/issues/02/text/Mazer_Ben.htm
http://www.truthout.org/022409R
http://100dayspoems.blogspot.com/2009/02/day-38-geraldine-kim.html
http://www.actionyes.org/issue9/kunin/kunin1.html
http://www.sir-magazine.org/
http://www.lanaturnerjournal.com/article.php?article=juliana_spahr
http://nonsitecollective.org/blog/148
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