Week 9
What is broken is in my way.
My predictions for 2008.
I might be remembering the wrong thing or replacing a false memory over the real one that I can't remember or because I can't remember.
Connection between banking adjustments and yoga ones.
No decision was ever made yet we change course anyway.
I must be the cow.
Someone asking Jon Waters for a pardon.
I need to have nightmares for a poetry project.
I will be sad when it's done.
This is the last page of the notebook that lasted only exactly two months.
Something to do with becoming a star and a bleeding fire which does not hurt.
(Vol. II)
Maybe words only limit because no word exists for this place that I dreamt of and so I have to come up with an approximation that is not quite right.
Definitions necessarily limit.
Sunday, December 28, 2008
Sunday, December 21, 2008
Week ending December 20
Week 8
Predetermining loses.
A list of Goodwill finds.
He says his life is changed.
My ears are ringing.
It looked weird so I didn't eat it.
Texans always want to fight and clear the air.
I want to paint my nails and I don't want to paint my nails.
How my narrative returns.
"beginning dump of physical memory"
Or is all religion merely a secularism overlaid onto spirituality?
That my way of making do has become the thing I cling to.
Dreamt of a house. I always dream of a house.
Or if I am happy to be sad.
I can't get away but that doesn't seem to be the question.
A list of things you can do in a building with no purpose.
A list of possible chapbooks embedded in this diary.
A list of things I need to do on the computer.
NPR says that the word solstice means "the sun standing still."
Predetermining loses.
A list of Goodwill finds.
He says his life is changed.
My ears are ringing.
It looked weird so I didn't eat it.
Texans always want to fight and clear the air.
I want to paint my nails and I don't want to paint my nails.
How my narrative returns.
"beginning dump of physical memory"
Or is all religion merely a secularism overlaid onto spirituality?
That my way of making do has become the thing I cling to.
Dreamt of a house. I always dream of a house.
Or if I am happy to be sad.
I can't get away but that doesn't seem to be the question.
A list of things you can do in a building with no purpose.
A list of possible chapbooks embedded in this diary.
A list of things I need to do on the computer.
NPR says that the word solstice means "the sun standing still."
Sunday, December 14, 2008
Week ending December 13
Week 7
Realizing this is what I've come from and what made me.
I remember running with Ginger.
The story of my father:
A memory of being depressed in this particular weather
makes this particular weather seem to be of depression itself.
This was the first dead end we've ever reached.
He grimaced in his way.
If there's nothing to do why are you doing it?
I believe in myriadity.
Because of the snowflake rule.
The character said this is like the house you will have.
A list of my vacation failures.
And instead of related to movement, travel, being on the road, it is a stationary running – standing absolutely still and the energy that can be contained in absolute stillness.
Not sure if I should lie down or keep writing.
A list of my cold symptoms' progression.
"The business of acknowledging the sea."
Realizing this is what I've come from and what made me.
I remember running with Ginger.
The story of my father:
A memory of being depressed in this particular weather
makes this particular weather seem to be of depression itself.
This was the first dead end we've ever reached.
He grimaced in his way.
If there's nothing to do why are you doing it?
I believe in myriadity.
Because of the snowflake rule.
The character said this is like the house you will have.
A list of my vacation failures.
And instead of related to movement, travel, being on the road, it is a stationary running – standing absolutely still and the energy that can be contained in absolute stillness.
Not sure if I should lie down or keep writing.
A list of my cold symptoms' progression.
"The business of acknowledging the sea."
Saturday, December 13, 2008
Week ending December 6
Week 6
Sand on the freeway.
It is the only way to beat that cycle.
Geologies become geometry.
Not used to sharing things.
The flavor pinecone (no pineapple) and invisible knitting.
"I like toys better than people." "Me too."
I think the past is more in the past now.
Vile and delicious.
We are having "rest time."
Wasn't something I wanted to do, but easy once I did it.
Or is it my memory changes?
But I think there might be a meaning beyond meaning.
The energy states that steady creativity creates is it's own purpose.
"I kind of looked there."
Tried to get a clean glass and it smells like vinegar.
There is no explanation for this.
Maybe I don't need to drink.
Sand on the freeway.
It is the only way to beat that cycle.
Geologies become geometry.
Not used to sharing things.
The flavor pinecone (no pineapple) and invisible knitting.
"I like toys better than people." "Me too."
I think the past is more in the past now.
Vile and delicious.
We are having "rest time."
Wasn't something I wanted to do, but easy once I did it.
Or is it my memory changes?
But I think there might be a meaning beyond meaning.
The energy states that steady creativity creates is it's own purpose.
"I kind of looked there."
Tried to get a clean glass and it smells like vinegar.
There is no explanation for this.
Maybe I don't need to drink.
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